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Striving to refrain from having a turgid arousal in one's genitalia
Whilst attempting it, I am putting my mind strongly on avoiding any sort of unwanted erotic arousal underneath the lower half. By this struggle, I am committed not to succumb to any sort of automatic bodily reaction that may come up.
In an effort to curb any unwanted bodily manifestation, I find myself actively grappling to refrain from having an intense hard-on in during this particular time. By means of sheer
self-control, I work to suppress any impulses relating to sexual stimulation.